ugh

Sometimes I wonder where my mind is... I have been thinking for the past two weeks (and dreading I might add) that my son's athletic baquet was on Wednesday of this week but as I looked at my calendar tonight I saw that it is actually tomorrow night at 6pm!!!  I don't have anything to wear, I had finally talked myself into not stressing it and going on Wednesday but now I have to remold my mind into thinking it's ok to go tomorrow!  I have serious issues with going places and honestly if it wasn't for my kids and the fact that I refuse to miss their life, I wouldn't go anywhere!  I have serious issues with my weight and my self-esteem which i'm really trying to deal with but for right now I'm totally panicking!

Edit to add pictures from banquet which turned out really well but unfortunately I didnt update my blog in time to post so I'm just going to edit it here...

Wayne giving his head basketball speech

brandon and wayne after their award ceremony